Can I do it?

Near yet far. It is just within my grab but if I am not careful, I will lose it forever. Sigh! I do not want to miss out the golden opportunity.

What ever happen in the end, I am taking it with open heart, open mind and open eyes (?). Don't be surprised. I am not trying to scare any of you. Just that I have putting so much effort on something for the past months and I do not want my effort to wash away like that. I just wish everything will be alright in the end......I am praying for a bright future. And I hope I am making the right choice too.